I have been fighting for you.. Telling you how much I love you, and not wanting to lose you, holding on to you as best as I could…But..now you’re gone..Just like you promised that you wouldn’t..but you couldn’t keep that, no matter what was happening..talking to me.. was difficult for you..and..well..you just..gave up. It was difficult to talk to you..because of the ache that had gone on in my heart..fighting a war with my family’s opinions and my friends demands..they all wanted me to break a promise that I would never break. Leaving you. I had always promised myself that no matter what.. I know that you were the one for me, and that I loved you, so no matter what I would never leave you regardless of what happened to us. Everything that we ever feared.. went wrong in our relationship. It ate away at every memory, because it didn’t seem to help one bit.. all of it was negatives and feelings of regret. When.. I woke up this morning.. feeling worse than ever after yesterday.. I read a conversation that may have just shattered my heart.. from the broken pieces that were already there. It feels like a wasted effort..

my eyes are burning… theyre red.. swollen… but.. it doesn’t hurt as much as my heart does right now.

Maybe.. I’ll be happier.. some where else.

Mmm… Thank you for the memories. But … I don’t thank you for my broken heart.